Oh yeah!

[habitual_losers]

I forgot to mention in my last post. OKCupid just called me a manchild and told me that their site wouldn't be much help to me. A kind way of saying fuck off.

These thoughts allways sound a lot better in my head, I'll perfect them and by the time I am ready to write them down. Well they come out like shit. Deal.

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[orientallilly]

damn dude. I never thought that OKCupid would turn anyone away. Have you tried gothicpersonals??

what about that one that you hear on the radio all the time??

that really is fucked up .

[habitual_losers]

The problem with gothicpersonals is that well I am not that fuckin' goth. Now if they had hippiepersonals. I'd be all over it like bad VD.

I just need to mellow out with a joint and some Jerry Garcia. Yeah. Thats the ticket.

[orientallilly]

MMMM...VD

No, I don't think mellowing out with a joint and jerry garcia is the ticket. Have you shaved the jungle on your face and cut your hair?? that may help. Or you don't even have to cut your hair.

[habitual_losers]

I know this is going to score me alot of points, but you sound like my mother. Yes I have shaved the jungle on my face, but now I look like I am fifteen again. My hair will get cut at some point. Most likely when I am feeling pissed off at myself and its hot as fuck outside.

Yeah I know, looks like a hippie, smells like a hippie, must be a hippie.
But I am so much more.

I blame no-one but myself for my fuck off attitude and general sense of being alone.

[orientallilly]

Well at least your blaming yourself and not someone else. how about trying the being involved with people attitude. Not just in relationships but with friendships in general. Seems to work much better than the fuck off attitude. At least in my experience.

[habitual_losers]

I don't give people I like ther fuck off attitude, the asshole attitude is reserved for such situations.

In reality, I just need to stop feeling sorry for myself and fuckin' do something about it.

Its been three years for fucks sake. I can't feel sorry much long. Can I?

[orientallilly]

no you are right. cut your hair, put some nice clothes on and come and apply at the university. a new job with good benefits would put you in a better attitude.

[habitual_losers]

Thanks for the offer, but I am going to have to pass. I've worked for the university before, and was promptly fired after three and a half days. Fuck that. I just need out of this hellish town and a fresh start.

[orientallilly]

yeah you are probablly right. A fresh start is often for the best.