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I hooked up with Christopher last night. It was weird. He went down on me. We decided not to have sex because he as he said, he knew I didn't want to ruin our friendship. Afterward, I thanked him. Not every male would of done the same. My track record proves that. He said something along the lines of he wouldn't want to mess things up, quote, "this early in the game." Christopher is not the sort of guy I am attracted to. Chris is well-groomed, fairly well-adjusted, medium hight. I like grungy, self-loathing, musicians. I always considered him my gay friend...despite him (and I) being bi. We kissed a lot and cuddled. It was just nice to feel wanted, cared about by someone. He is sort of dating this guy who lives in DC, so I think I'm safe. It's weird. We get along so well...but it's only because I treat him as my gay non-threatening friend. I can't think of him as a potential...boyfriend?? Or can I???