Holiday fun
So I spent Christmas at Dark Castle(very large goth/industrial event) which was a lot of fun. The girl I am current interested in came with us, which was really cool she loved the event and wants to do new years with us(yes a new years goth club FINALLY). The only problem being I have know I deal where I stand with her at this point.
Every time we hang out we have fun and as the night proceeds we get really cuddly. Then it comes time to go home, which after a conversation that I have had with 5 times now I end up doing alone. Her actions have me very confused right now. It seems like she’s interested yet we have come to a standstill.
So I slept all Christmas day. Finally when I drug my depressive ass out of bed it like 8:30pm. Christmas dinner consisted of stove-top and sochu/fruit punch. The liquor got the depression down enough that I could be social when my roommates came back. Though I’m not completely sure why I was so depressed.
I really can wait for new years, though I really need to figure out what’s up with this girl before then. I just don’t know how or when I’m going to get to talk to her about all this.
Every time we hang out we have fun and as the night proceeds we get really cuddly. Then it comes time to go home, which after a conversation that I have had with 5 times now I end up doing alone. Her actions have me very confused right now. It seems like she’s interested yet we have come to a standstill.
So I slept all Christmas day. Finally when I drug my depressive ass out of bed it like 8:30pm. Christmas dinner consisted of stove-top and sochu/fruit punch. The liquor got the depression down enough that I could be social when my roommates came back. Though I’m not completely sure why I was so depressed.
I really can wait for new years, though I really need to figure out what’s up with this girl before then. I just don’t know how or when I’m going to get to talk to her about all this.