life
life is crazy.....kristi and i are still haveing good days and bad days and bad days and good days. i really wish everything could be better, but i can't. and so i must deal. we had an awesome weekend, drinking, rollerblading, drinking, music, drinking, rollerblading, falling, drinking. lol. yeah that was pretty much it. i dyed my hair. my sister, kristi and i all had a party, played trivial persuit pop culture and dyed our hair. that was fun.
i hate being in my house alone now. i feel like a stranger in my own home and i hate it. my mom is an ass, and it just feels like everything is fake, so it is really stressful.
and i don't want to work here anymore it is really frustrating and stressful and sucks major ass. so i wish i could be somewhere else. i was thinking about going out west, but i am just not sure yet. there are a few more things that i want to get done here before i leave and i don't want to leave kristi. so i am not leaving anytime soon.
haarviegh (my car) is really dirty and needs a good clean. i asked my work for friday off so i could go to kristi's hockey tournament and they said no cuz they are asses. so i don't know when i am going to use my day. probably soon cuz this place sucks ass.
i got asked to speak at some more conference thingys. one at a school and one at a church, but i had to decline because they are during working hours.
i lost my keys for work yesterday. found out they were in toronto, so that was kinda stressful.
i don't want to work today or tomorrow or ever. it sucks alot
some days i really feel like running away, far away.
prey for rock and roll comes out today and steph (who i haven't seen in forever) and i are going to rent it and watch it tonight.
i really wish they would have given me friday off, i was kinda looking forward to it.
i want a kitty. a white one with all of its tips grey and bright blue eyes.
ok i am gonna go
later
i hate being in my house alone now. i feel like a stranger in my own home and i hate it. my mom is an ass, and it just feels like everything is fake, so it is really stressful.
and i don't want to work here anymore it is really frustrating and stressful and sucks major ass. so i wish i could be somewhere else. i was thinking about going out west, but i am just not sure yet. there are a few more things that i want to get done here before i leave and i don't want to leave kristi. so i am not leaving anytime soon.
haarviegh (my car) is really dirty and needs a good clean. i asked my work for friday off so i could go to kristi's hockey tournament and they said no cuz they are asses. so i don't know when i am going to use my day. probably soon cuz this place sucks ass.
i got asked to speak at some more conference thingys. one at a school and one at a church, but i had to decline because they are during working hours.
i lost my keys for work yesterday. found out they were in toronto, so that was kinda stressful.
i don't want to work today or tomorrow or ever. it sucks alot
some days i really feel like running away, far away.
prey for rock and roll comes out today and steph (who i haven't seen in forever) and i are going to rent it and watch it tonight.
i really wish they would have given me friday off, i was kinda looking forward to it.
i want a kitty. a white one with all of its tips grey and bright blue eyes.
ok i am gonna go
later