Jan 01, 2005 13:00
It is 1 PM. I have not slept yet.
Tonight I decided to forgive all the people that have fucked me over in some way. Fucked my boyfriend, used me for money, talked shit on me behind my back, etc. I've fucked over just as many of you. So, I'm sorry. But now that I think about it, some shit just can't be forgiven. Ever. So nevermind.
I think I called everyone in my phone tonight between 1 AM and 9 AM. Sorry, I don't usually get so chatty. Just bored tonight. Went to the bar, two parties, the Mummers parade, back to the party, finally got home at noon.
The dude I was pretty sure I'd marry is in love with some other girl. I don't think any girl is good enough for him. He is the best. Hurt him in any way and you are dead.
I need to sleep but its 70 degrees in Philly and I don't want to sleep through a beautiful day.
Fuck New Years Eve. I didn't get drunk until 2 am. Didn't start having fun until I beat 3 guys at darts around 4 am. Didn't feel like it was New Years until 8 am. Didn't realize I was tanked until 1020 am when I was at a bar. Didn't get home until noon. Didn't realize I was still drunk until Joel called at 1230. Didnt think about sleep until now.
Good night and fuck you.