I don't even know how to explain this.
At the beginning of the year, I made my goal.
It was to do the best I can. I told myself I would do better this year. So I've started off the year alright. So far I've lived up to my goal.
When the time came for a history quiz I had to do a make up since I missed the first day of history. So I took the quiz two days after everyone else, I studied for it and I thought I did alright.
Turns out I didn't do so good. I did my best though.
So when I told my mom she got really mad at me. I keep my cool when she does things that bother me. I even keep my mouth shut, cause I know she'll just find something to accuse me with.
When she went off on me, I felt like punching through a wall. I'm doin the best I can, and it's still not enough for you. I felt like screaming till I died.
The thought of me going insane scared me, and it was possible because my mom can make me so crazy sometimes and she doesn't even realize how terrible she makes me feel as a son when I'm trying my hardest.
There is nowhere to turn to.
In times like this, I have myself to rely on, and I have myself to save me.
"We've got to hold on to what we've got
'Cause it doesn't make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and that's a lot
For love - we'll give it a shot"
It was to do the best I can. I told myself I would do better this year. So I've started off the year alright. So far I've lived up to my goal.
When the time came for a history quiz I had to do a make up since I missed the first day of history. So I took the quiz two days after everyone else, I studied for it and I thought I did alright.
Turns out I didn't do so good. I did my best though.
So when I told my mom she got really mad at me. I keep my cool when she does things that bother me. I even keep my mouth shut, cause I know she'll just find something to accuse me with.
When she went off on me, I felt like punching through a wall. I'm doin the best I can, and it's still not enough for you. I felt like screaming till I died.
The thought of me going insane scared me, and it was possible because my mom can make me so crazy sometimes and she doesn't even realize how terrible she makes me feel as a son when I'm trying my hardest.
There is nowhere to turn to.
In times like this, I have myself to rely on, and I have myself to save me.
"We've got to hold on to what we've got
'Cause it doesn't make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and that's a lot
For love - we'll give it a shot"