I KNOW WHAT I WANNA BE WHEN I GROW UP

Mar 02, 2004 18:33

OMG! I was in 2nd hr today....and my teacher showed us this movie and it was awsome as all hell! And seriously this is gonna sound weird but it changed my life!!!!! This movie was awsome! I mean I kno wut i wanna be when i grow up! This is how much this movie affected my life!!! It was the assissination of John F Kennedy! Ya see, he got shot in the neck, and then a second bullet hit his head and went into the other dudes back and it broke like his ribs and stuff. And when the bullet hit JFK's head his brians went like all over his wife's dress and all over the seats and stuff and i was like "THATS AWSOME". It was the sweetest thing I've EVER seen. It was great. I wanna be a mortition. Or however you spell it!

I MADE A HIT LIST! It's woderful!!! I offically have 3 people on it!

Roxy, well ya see, I love her! She's seriously my best friend in the whole world! And NO ONE I mean NO ONE comes before her! I WOULD CHEW A ARM OFF MY BODY for her if I had to (lol Roxy lol) she's.....she's always been there for me. And I hope she know's I'll always be there for her. And im sick of all this stuff down here, with some of the stuff I put up with it's hard to concentrate in school, and I mean I need a good education. And no its not just boy problems, those are just the extra load. It's my friend's to...why can't I find friend's who dont talk behind my back? Why is it so hard for me? Roxy, never has and Roxy NEVER WILL! And she know's it's the same way here! Everything is just so stressfull here. If I honestly had the chance to go live with Roxy I would. I mean her mom might complain about some stuff, but they are for the better. And when you need to talk to her mom about stuff her mom is there, my mom just says "o forget about it". Yea I wish it was that easy to forget about every problem. I tried to tell my mom about that stuff with my dad but all she say's is "O god" or "I dont wanna talk about it" PROBLEMS WILL NEVER GET SOLVED UNLESS YOU TALK ABOUT THEM! At least Roxy's mom will talk about them. I feel like apart of her family. I'm myself around them, and to my family I'm nothing but a mess up, I mean it's sad if I have to put on a act AROUND MY MOTHER! ROXY I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH! ::MUAHZ::

Well I gotta go make dinner and take a shower so I'll check in tomarrow!

-santina
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