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wow its been since may since we broke up. its still weird tho sometimes, i mean we were best friends fer so long then we were together fer so long now ur just outta my life. i mean im over you but im still not used to my life without you. im still not used to goin to your house every day after school nd cruisin around nd spendin the days together like no one else exsisted, even tho we faught (fake faught lol nd it turned u on) im just not used to it nd i just cant seem to get over it. when i got the leadin part in cinderalla you were the one who spent hours each day goin over the lines with me. you were just always there for me. nd im just not used to bein by myself, mayb im like this cause u were my first, idk. you showed me so many new things. what happened? we were soo good together nd everyone said so. ill never forget when you used to sing that one song to me "its like a nite nd shinnin armor from a long time ago" nd i loved how you used to sing "Hey Jealousy" with me cause that was the 2nd song i ever recorded. ill never forget when u showed up at 2:30 in the mornin DRUNK AS HELL singin it to me, the part you sang to me was perfect cause its how it really was at the time "now tell me do you think it would be alrite, if i could just crash here tonite, you see im in no shape fer driven, anyway i got no place to go. you should kno i mite not b that bad, you were the best i ever had" =) makes me laugh just thinkin about it. you kno how much music means to me, is that why you used to sing with me all the time? then you started doin drugs again nd everything changed, you really hurt me, nd idk if i can do it anymore. at first i thought it could go back to normal when you used to show up at my work nd tell me how much you loved me, but now i realize, no matter how much i miss you, we just cant be together anymore...
Josh: Why do we wish, wonder and wait, hoping for a dream to come true out of thin air
Santina: uh idk
Josh: because you were my wish, nd eventually, it will come true
Santina: man thats corny
::we both laugh::
Josh: but its true
i hate the fact that you know me so well! :/
*~*santina*~*
Josh: Why do we wish, wonder and wait, hoping for a dream to come true out of thin air
Santina: uh idk
Josh: because you were my wish, nd eventually, it will come true
Santina: man thats corny
::we both laugh::
Josh: but its true
i hate the fact that you know me so well! :/
*~*santina*~*