NYC day

[ha24ze]

so as planned after practice i took a shower and drove to kiras w/ melissa and casey... fun lol... hit a little traffic bc aparently people rnt good at merging but w/e got there and thats all that matters... also dint go into NY this time so i showed improvement. so we get there and hang out in kiras room fora little and then her mom drives us to the bus stop... 2 hrs or something rediculous later we get into new york... its cold and crowded and we finally find a little italian place to eat. its kinda expensive but its all good... i got a cheeseburger and it was damn good... they all got pasta which sucked and they dint eat and i paid for... so then kira loses her wallet momentarilly and we leave... i get a pretzel which tasted like soy sauce but was warm and delicious... no fuzzy pimp hat. so we walked around some and then went back to the bus station and took the bus back... not so fun but i kinda slept... so then we get back to kiras and hang out in her room and then she lets us leave... so kira and melissa r being sneaky w/o my knowledge and then did nothing... so im driving home and fallin asleep and it wasnt fun... tried changin the music but still fallin asleep.. had casey talk to me as a last resort and it worked. pissed me off but worked... i found it out wen papa called and i stayed awake... so i take casey home and go home and call kira and talk on the speaker fone... then i goto sleep and wake up to sit ona bench... then work w/ casey again and finish wut we started...
im convinced life hates me...
but im changing the unchanged so maybe life will b altered...
everything happens fora reason and u meet people fora reason and everything thats supposed to happen always does.
sometimes fates good and sometimes it fuckin sucks but theres nothing u can ever do...