Things are better
This past week has been difficult for me. I can't really explain why on-line...but it has. I havent had the desire to do anything. But then i woke up this morning and thought...screw it...piss off...and it worked. Why should i let other peoples actions affect my life? thats so dumb. The only thing that should affect my life is myself. My parents raised me to be self sustaining for a reason. So I hope to God I dont get all mopy again. I am just not a fun person to be around in those situations. Things happen in EVERYONE'S lives that makes them not want to do anything, but the strong people pull themselves together and don't let it get to them. I need to be more like that.