It's 2:43 and I am still up!
HAHA I am SO awake..it's not even funny how awake I am. I got my homework done though...then I took a shower and decided to take a bath instead. So halfway through my shower I started a bath. :) I have been looking on-line for vintage inspired cloths. I really want some cute ballroom dance shoes for when I go to swing dances and for my ballroom class.
Have you ever wondered what it is going to be like 20 years from now when we bump into our old friends from college or high school? I was just thinking about that randomly...I was looking at the facebook and thought about how some people from high school have changed so much. I sure have! hahah I guess Jonothan was right. I turned into a "party animal." Haha he was wrong about me loosing my virginity within my first two years of college. He was so certain that I was going to turn into some major slut. HAHA I still have 4 months left in my second year though...who knows what will happen.
I am sending my parents a card for their anniversary and I am trying to figure out what to write on the inside of it. I just want them to know I appreciate them I guess. Can you imagine being married for 26 years?! And they had been dating for 3 years prior to that...so they have been in a romantic relationship for 29 years. And they knew each other as friends one for one year before they started dating. So...they have known each other 30 years. Crazy stuff. They are true sole mates I think. My dad and mom still act like freaking teenagers! haha. My dad always says how much he loves my mom more and more every day. I would be a lucky girl if I found a guy as nice as my dad. I guess I am lucky in a sense because they have set a standard in my mind about what I want out of a relationship. So while some people think i am too critical of what I want I think it's a good thing.
Ok...i bought all of Safeway(that's a Vons to all my so-cal buds) today. I have not gone shopping for food for a good month and a half...crazy stuff. So anyway...I bought a lot of food. I also bought some snacks that I am going to bring in for Summer Orientation on tuesday. And I got gas...ahah my gas light warning sign came on. That has never happened to me! haha I really need to stop procrastinating on this kinda stuff.
I am trying to find an interesting topic do a paper on. It is for my major writing class. So it has to relate to communications. I want to do one relating to women studies and communications. Maybe something dealing with debate or the work place. I really want to write on something similar to this because whenever a women stands up for herself or says her opinion she is being a bitch in the worlds view. But if a guy does that same thing then he is so professional and strong! I am SOOO tired of this shit. I am tired of being called a bitch because I am driven and speak up for what I believe in. I hope I can find an article on this topic though.
Did you know that women, up until the 1960's, were looked on as baby making machines. Like we are a default and not equal to men. Text books would degrade women up until the 1960's. That is with in my mothers life...how sick and disgusting is that!? haha
Ok I really need to get off of my soap box. HAHA I am so freaking liberal now.
If I can't find any journals on women and communication then I want to do one on homosexuals in leadership roles and study their communication styles. The speech team coach is gay and I am going to ask him if he knows of any articles. One of his friends did her thesis on lesbians in the workplace so I am going to ask him if she has any sources I could look into.
Once I figure out my topic I think it will all be easy...the hard part is finding the topic. So if ya'll have any ideas about something that is interested that will talk about and study the way people communicate I would be so very thankful.
Today in church we sand "Here I am Lord" and it brought me back to St. Mary's School. Back to when I was in the 3rd grade and sang in the choir. Then I remembered about how I was a alter girl and fell off the alter when I was in the 7th grade...haha... I have always been a clutz! I am so glad I found my faith again. I love the Newman Center so much! I have really felt God in my life so much over this past semester. He has helped me through some pretty tough times. That's what he there for though. I just need to remember to go to Him when I don't just need someone to complain to. I need to thank Him for things. I need to thank him for the rain because it makes Chico smell SOOO glorious!! I am serious...I love the smell after it rains. I need to thank him for having supportive friends and good roommates. They put up with a lot of my busy life...must be difficult to live with a girl like me. I have also had a good time making connections on campus with deans, the president, and the faculty. Those relationships will help me so much when I am applying to grad school and to the peace corps.
I am writing a flippin book here! haha
I kinda want to go visit Heather one of these weekends...I think after things settle down with Sumo I'll call her and see when would be a good weekend to go down and visit. I might take the train if I decide not to drive. I just like visiting her. She is one of the only people who knows what to say to me and when...probably cause we have been through so much crap together..haha.
I really need to get to bed...I just wrote a flippen novel!!! how bout that scott... :) hehe
oh golly!!! I am so outa here..
I am leaving...
watch me...
I am out the door :) hahaha
night ya'll
Remember to smile!
Have you ever wondered what it is going to be like 20 years from now when we bump into our old friends from college or high school? I was just thinking about that randomly...I was looking at the facebook and thought about how some people from high school have changed so much. I sure have! hahah I guess Jonothan was right. I turned into a "party animal." Haha he was wrong about me loosing my virginity within my first two years of college. He was so certain that I was going to turn into some major slut. HAHA I still have 4 months left in my second year though...who knows what will happen.
I am sending my parents a card for their anniversary and I am trying to figure out what to write on the inside of it. I just want them to know I appreciate them I guess. Can you imagine being married for 26 years?! And they had been dating for 3 years prior to that...so they have been in a romantic relationship for 29 years. And they knew each other as friends one for one year before they started dating. So...they have known each other 30 years. Crazy stuff. They are true sole mates I think. My dad and mom still act like freaking teenagers! haha. My dad always says how much he loves my mom more and more every day. I would be a lucky girl if I found a guy as nice as my dad. I guess I am lucky in a sense because they have set a standard in my mind about what I want out of a relationship. So while some people think i am too critical of what I want I think it's a good thing.
Ok...i bought all of Safeway(that's a Vons to all my so-cal buds) today. I have not gone shopping for food for a good month and a half...crazy stuff. So anyway...I bought a lot of food. I also bought some snacks that I am going to bring in for Summer Orientation on tuesday. And I got gas...ahah my gas light warning sign came on. That has never happened to me! haha I really need to stop procrastinating on this kinda stuff.
I am trying to find an interesting topic do a paper on. It is for my major writing class. So it has to relate to communications. I want to do one relating to women studies and communications. Maybe something dealing with debate or the work place. I really want to write on something similar to this because whenever a women stands up for herself or says her opinion she is being a bitch in the worlds view. But if a guy does that same thing then he is so professional and strong! I am SOOO tired of this shit. I am tired of being called a bitch because I am driven and speak up for what I believe in. I hope I can find an article on this topic though.
Did you know that women, up until the 1960's, were looked on as baby making machines. Like we are a default and not equal to men. Text books would degrade women up until the 1960's. That is with in my mothers life...how sick and disgusting is that!? haha
Ok I really need to get off of my soap box. HAHA I am so freaking liberal now.
If I can't find any journals on women and communication then I want to do one on homosexuals in leadership roles and study their communication styles. The speech team coach is gay and I am going to ask him if he knows of any articles. One of his friends did her thesis on lesbians in the workplace so I am going to ask him if she has any sources I could look into.
Once I figure out my topic I think it will all be easy...the hard part is finding the topic. So if ya'll have any ideas about something that is interested that will talk about and study the way people communicate I would be so very thankful.
Today in church we sand "Here I am Lord" and it brought me back to St. Mary's School. Back to when I was in the 3rd grade and sang in the choir. Then I remembered about how I was a alter girl and fell off the alter when I was in the 7th grade...haha... I have always been a clutz! I am so glad I found my faith again. I love the Newman Center so much! I have really felt God in my life so much over this past semester. He has helped me through some pretty tough times. That's what he there for though. I just need to remember to go to Him when I don't just need someone to complain to. I need to thank Him for things. I need to thank him for the rain because it makes Chico smell SOOO glorious!! I am serious...I love the smell after it rains. I need to thank him for having supportive friends and good roommates. They put up with a lot of my busy life...must be difficult to live with a girl like me. I have also had a good time making connections on campus with deans, the president, and the faculty. Those relationships will help me so much when I am applying to grad school and to the peace corps.
I am writing a flippin book here! haha
I kinda want to go visit Heather one of these weekends...I think after things settle down with Sumo I'll call her and see when would be a good weekend to go down and visit. I might take the train if I decide not to drive. I just like visiting her. She is one of the only people who knows what to say to me and when...probably cause we have been through so much crap together..haha.
I really need to get to bed...I just wrote a flippen novel!!! how bout that scott... :) hehe
oh golly!!! I am so outa here..
I am leaving...
watch me...
I am out the door :) hahaha
night ya'll
Remember to smile!