It's a Posting Frenzy!
Recently, I've had the desire, nay, the need to create. There is but one problem. What? I have no computer, so that pretty much rules out writing. I'm disgusted with my inability to draw anything of worth (4 months of not practicing takes it's toll). My wargame idea long ago fell through, plus the fact that everyone around here who plays are dicks
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I know people have looked at your drawings and said "That's pretty cool", hell I've said it enough times! (Female psycoanalization: you may not have a grand opinion on the opinion of others, thus your shooting yourself in the foot seeking praise but discounting it when given - don't do that it's depressing. :P ) NEXT: Poetry doesn't have to be flowery. I write a mix of flowery and semi-dark (I just can't do dark - I'm too optimistic) I've gotten both types published with the ISP (International Society of Poetry), but they publish everyone because it brings them money to do so.
Cheering:) You have some great artwork! You especially have some impressive armor and weaponry drawings. These are things I'll never be able to draw! You should be proud of what you can do and build on it to improve what you can't do.I'de be happy to share some of my poems with you (I'll do anything to make a point). I'de share some of Sapphiremagus's too but he'd probably kill me - his were pretty dark.
...Man there's just so much to argue with you about in here. Must resist urge to type rant in other people's rant area..... I'm sure you know this but all the problems you have you are doing to yourself and I'll gaurantee you that no one you know, knew, or will know is completly happy with thier life. There are those who are close to happy, those who are sorta happy, those who aren't even remotly close to happy, and those who have been unhappy so long or have given up on being happy so long ago that it doesn't seem possible. I'm worried that you fit into that last category, I worry because that's a hard one to get out of because you've lost hope, and thus blind yourself to things that could make you happy. I know the shit has hit the fan recently and has especially splattered at you, but there are things you can be happy about (and I'd talk your ear off trying to point them out too, but I'm technically at work right now and should wrap this up before someone notices:P )
Dude, regardless of how you see yourself many people see you as a great guy. (thinking to self - note must improve heart warming speech techniques, current one sucks ass) You did resolve to stop caring what other people think of you but no one really stops caring as you have shown with this post. Maybe you should try to see yourself the way other people see you, it may make a difference. And don't analyse WHY people like you! Most folks don't sit and think: hmm this guy does this for me so I like him; Its just a simple thing of enjoying your company (why doesn't matter). Trying to find a "why" rarly makes anyone feel better.
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As for you, H, I won't try to argue with you. I know that will only incite you further. I do want you to know that I can listen when and if you want to talk. I know that I can be abrasive sometimes, but that's my version of keeping a little distance. I promise, I don't bite unless asked :P I also know that I probably tend to chatter on more than you'd like to hear; please, tell me to shut up if you're tired of it. I'm serious, and no offense will be taken. Just let me know that I'm acting like a female :)
Life sucks, lets have a drink about it!
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