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Thanksgiving was horrible.. I guess going to a grave site for the first time since the funeral is hard, especially seeing two people you've missed. I cried for the first time in months...and of course once I got started I cried the whole day. Everything seemed to make me upset. My dad made me go to wendy's house...and boy why doesn't she realize that i hate her so. At my orchestral thing...she went... The agreement with my dad was... SHE WAS NOT TO GO TO MY STUFF. I guess he doesn't see that we had this agreement...when she went to my vball tournament and such. Im at the point of exploding... something i have yet to experience. I hope none of my friends are around when it happens too. I know what i am receiving for christmas because i was the one that placed the order. For once..i want to be surprised, instead of expecting everything. Sometimes being nice to people...or giving them sympathy is the wrong thing to do. They keep yelling and bickering. My father is never home anymore..and if he is..he is on his computer playing video games. I miss my father..even though he may be there two nights a week. I just want him to care about me.
-I failed my science test today...one in which i probably studied over 8 hours for. I didn't know anything on it. There goes my gpa.
-I want to start hanging out with people..not the "we should get together and never call type". Please call me
-Make a list of guys with long, blonde, hair, with a locker by the f's...or at least hangs out around there.
-I failed my science test today...one in which i probably studied over 8 hours for. I didn't know anything on it. There goes my gpa.
-I want to start hanging out with people..not the "we should get together and never call type". Please call me
-Make a list of guys with long, blonde, hair, with a locker by the f's...or at least hangs out around there.