Aug 30, 2006 13:18
wow... has it been 2 weeks since i found a piece of shit that i can update on... last wed... i came to the library... i was walking in... didn't notice the funny buzzing sound at the door... i got to the library entrance and saw a lot of people leaving... it clued into me... the funny noise was the fire alarm... by the time i got outside... i heard the fire trucks on their way... so there went last wed's chance to scower the interweb for a bit...
i was in the early stages of working 9 days straight...
so for those i haven't contacted... it's a long story... i'll try to make it as quick and painless as possible...
when i moved to london... i had 2 freinds here... sandy that i work with and darren (our old 3rd key from green earth barrie)...
so darren who was managing the white oaks green earth... left to take a job with the new diseny store in barrie... conisdering the inside info i have regarding his rate of pay... he is getting lots of $$$ to do less of a job with diseny... so he's workin for walt... that left an opening at the white oaks store... which our assisstant manager applied for and got... so what does that mean... well i fell into being assistant manager at the masonville store... which is what sandy wanted me to come down here for way back in march...
it's funny how you can resist something... and then it just falls into your lap...
so it's been a tough couple of weeks... a wee bit more responsability... but... some more cash (when i finally get paid...)
so... aside from living on as little food as i can...cuz i gotta pay rent on friday... and payday aint till the 8th... i'm doing well...
worked 9 straight... lived to tell about it... and here i am...
i was talking to chet the other nite (he is doing very weel)... cuz now that he is the only cat he is coming into his own being... he loves to talk to me when i come home from work... usually 20 to 30 minutes of chit chat while i rub his belly or brush him.... then he cuddles up to me while i watch t.v and pass out...
we were talking the other nite... and i was telling him how peopel keep coming into the store and going OMG i can't believe it's the end of summer already... that the year is winding down...
it made me think about how much has changed in the last year...
how i got fire for doing my job at matrix... how i started green earth and made soem cool freinds... how i walked away from the town i grew up in to live in oshawa (the biggest shit hole i have every spent more then 2 nites in...)
it's funny... i feel alone... but i'm not lonley for the first time in my life...
it's been a wicked trip... to do something that makes you happy instead of trying to live up to what someone else thinks you should do...
the down side to all of this of course is the fact that i won't be makin my way to barrie this weekend...
so Karen... GIVE ME A CALL... cuz i can't use any long distance shit right now...cuz i almost had my phone cut off... and had to cough up some cash i didn't have in order to keep it going... but i need to sort something out about gettin my right arm finished...
i will also be missing my cousin's wedding this weekend... i feel bad about that... cuz she really wanted me to be there... but shit happens...
i'm hoping to be able to make a trip around thanksgiving... cuz i'm saving up the days i work overtime for paid time off... i wanna take somethign in oct... then save all the xmas overtime to escape around new years...
HEY BOY... are you haveing a new years shindig this year... there is a chance i might make it there...
i think i might be putting the idea of forming a band on hold till the new year as well... cuz in about 6 weeks... work will be insane... but i'm still writting... writting lots...
hey SCOTT... do you ever answer a text msg anymore...
call me or something... there is so much metal down here it isn't even funny... plus i wanna find a way to get some cd's to you to get you to burn some shit for me... i need to get `down' and some BLS...
i've been hanging out with a buddy of mine that i met a few weeks ago at the bar... he wants me to play bass in his dark metal band... i don't know whats gonna happen with that,... they are more into shit i'm not... but... it might be fun...
has this rambling fucked with you heads yet... it's all out of sequence.. but so is life...
fuck it all anyway...
i'm just working trying to put some change in my pocket... so i can keep livin man... L.I.V.I.N... just like wooderson... the theory of the world is in my hand... and it's all there...
well... i gotta go fuck some people up at the post office... cuz they decided they can't deliver my mail cuz my street is under construction... and it's been more then a week since the public access boxes they promised to go up... and they haven't appeared yet... so they get my rage today...
on a good news note... i was going insane... so i bought pantera...far beyond the cowboys vulgar hits... (comes with a dvd of their vids)... it's all i have listened to since i got it...
fuck dimebag... i still love you... too bad you aint here to drink beer with...
the cold is almost gone... i'll be out n abooot in london this weekend... trying to score free booze and free weed...
ya it's tough being a rockstar in this town... lol...
drag the waters some more....
H