another day
i'm not sure way... i was dead tired all day yesterday... no energy... i passed out for a bit in the aft... then dozed off during the buffalo/carolina game... caught a bit of t.v after i think i passed out for good around 1... i figure it was prolly from not getting tons of sleep over the weekend... with all the beer intake an everything...
today... althou i feel pretty rested... really... i just feel blank... with no signs of a band in sight... i'm questioning my desire to stay here in the `shawa... so yeah it's on my mind... i don't know... i'm hangin and thinkin about what i should do... there is a rumour going around that that another person will be moving in here... plus a demon spawn to arrive shortly... that would put the house total up to 6... i can't take it as it is... so who knows...
we will see...
gotts to do a store run i'm out of some essentials... like deoderant... lol... althou maybe going with out would attrack more people to hang with in this town... i think i'm too clean for the locals... lol...
oh well...
i jammed throu my five tunes this morning... the seem solid to me... i'd like to write some more... but the ideas just aren't rollin yet... i'm sure they will come...
right now i'm just looking forward to my next trip out of here... this shitty town and this psycho house where most of the people only speak to you when they want to yell... bitch... or want something... it was funny the other nite i was on the phone with sandy... explaining how hash is made when `k's' mom popped her head into my room looking for her... no knock... no nothing... i paused long enough to say...`she's out'... then went back to my convo re: that black magical square... lol...
i think the thing that gets me the most is i'm hearin flack cuz i'm smokin capt' blacks in the house... but yet... everyone else that lives here smokes too... but... it's only a problem when i smoke a nice smelling sweet cherry cigar...
not to mention the fact that the one rule that was set in stone before we moved in has been broken twice now... by the other 2 people that live here... you can guess that myself and miss k are not too impressed... it's a fuckin double standard... it's disrespectful... and it's bullshit... infact it's 10 pounds of monkey shit in a 5 pound bag if you ask me...
so i'm throwing out an invite for a sleep over party... i need anywhere from 2 to 10 trashy women... and lots of jello shooters... tequilla for body shots and some beers for good messure... who's in...
oh well... i think i'm gonna drag my broke ass to walmart for some gel and deoderant... it's a long walk... but... what else am i doin today...
today... althou i feel pretty rested... really... i just feel blank... with no signs of a band in sight... i'm questioning my desire to stay here in the `shawa... so yeah it's on my mind... i don't know... i'm hangin and thinkin about what i should do... there is a rumour going around that that another person will be moving in here... plus a demon spawn to arrive shortly... that would put the house total up to 6... i can't take it as it is... so who knows...
we will see...
gotts to do a store run i'm out of some essentials... like deoderant... lol... althou maybe going with out would attrack more people to hang with in this town... i think i'm too clean for the locals... lol...
oh well...
i jammed throu my five tunes this morning... the seem solid to me... i'd like to write some more... but the ideas just aren't rollin yet... i'm sure they will come...
right now i'm just looking forward to my next trip out of here... this shitty town and this psycho house where most of the people only speak to you when they want to yell... bitch... or want something... it was funny the other nite i was on the phone with sandy... explaining how hash is made when `k's' mom popped her head into my room looking for her... no knock... no nothing... i paused long enough to say...`she's out'... then went back to my convo re: that black magical square... lol...
i think the thing that gets me the most is i'm hearin flack cuz i'm smokin capt' blacks in the house... but yet... everyone else that lives here smokes too... but... it's only a problem when i smoke a nice smelling sweet cherry cigar...
not to mention the fact that the one rule that was set in stone before we moved in has been broken twice now... by the other 2 people that live here... you can guess that myself and miss k are not too impressed... it's a fuckin double standard... it's disrespectful... and it's bullshit... infact it's 10 pounds of monkey shit in a 5 pound bag if you ask me...
so i'm throwing out an invite for a sleep over party... i need anywhere from 2 to 10 trashy women... and lots of jello shooters... tequilla for body shots and some beers for good messure... who's in...
oh well... i think i'm gonna drag my broke ass to walmart for some gel and deoderant... it's a long walk... but... what else am i doin today...