Nov 23, 2006 13:52
The guys i hang out with don't do internet. They just don't care about keeping in touch through the web. Prolly cuz we see eachother everyday at work and don't need to talk online. I had friends once that would talk to me. I don't know where they are anymore. I don't know who they are anymore. Is that bad?
You remember that one point in your life where life was good. you had everything in check and moving in the direction you were headed. Things change and some people can't take change they are afraid to change. They get the funature looking the way they want it and then just leave it. Even though, everything is just in the way of something else and nothing moves or feels right they just leave it because thats the picture of the room they saw in their head. Others constantly need change because, life might be so boring the only way to make it better is to move things around so that it feels better. Something new. like they way you feel in a new car of when you get a new cell phone or piece of clothing. You have something NEW to explore something exciting.
You remember that point in your life and it becomes your crack addiction. no other high is as good as the first. thats why you keep searching for it. when you don't find it you strive haarder to get there and you still can't find it. you become depressed because all your effort seems to be wasted. You seem to have wasted all your time and effort for that happyness you will never see again. when your depressed you sometimes want to talk. when you don't have someone that will listen is the hardest part to get through. sometimes you don't even know that you need to talk.