ive got this crzy feeling that everything is going to come to a head soon. im not sure where i wanna be or why, all i know is that i want my childhod back and i refuse to spend the rest of my life lookign back. i wasnt happy then im certainly more happy now. ive also got this strange feeling that its part of why i wanted jason so badly. it kept me in tact with my former life but also tied me to my life now. i got all the good parts of then with all the recent shit. all i want to do is die. everyone will think of me. do you suppose any one is happy? do you suppose anything is worth it? all that seems to be that is looking up is having a child to make them go thru the same shit. i dont want to do that someone. i dont want to make them deal with the same shit as i am. fuck it, just take drugs until you forget it all. stay numb and happy.. numb and happy.. thats the deal.. thats the track i will saty on because it seems to be working.
fuck it fuck you fuck everything and oh.. by the way fuck what you thought would make me better cuz it didnt, ya dick, im talking to you
it kept me in tact with my former life but also tied me to my life now. i got all the good parts of then with all the recent shit.
all i want to do is die. everyone will think of me.
do you suppose any one is happy? do you suppose anything is worth it?
all that seems to be that is looking up is having a child to make them go thru the same shit.
i dont want to do that someone. i dont want to make them deal with the same shit as i am.
fuck it, just take drugs until you forget it all. stay numb and happy.. numb and happy.. thats the deal.. thats the track i will saty on because it seems to be working.
fuck it
fuck you
fuck everything
and oh.. by the way
fuck what you thought would make me better
cuz it didnt,
ya dick, im talking to you
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