Jul 06, 2005 11:09
im so happy right now i could just cry... i want to tell everyone why they are important to me, ad just why they are special.. but i feel now is not the time... id have to be one on one with them and that wont happen now. so i suppose ill just write it on here.. seems like a good place.
mostly i just wanted to say that you are all such good people.. i hope so much that someday you will find what you are looking for. you are all so deserving of love.. i hope someday you find someone who makes your heart full.. i hope someday you're so happy that you cant even breathe right.. i wish i could make you all happy myself, i wish i could be waht you needed.. im so sorry im not.
everything about youall is good, everything you do should be rewarded, someday if i ever have anything that can make your life better i hope i can give it to you.. if you ever need anything from me i will try my hardest to give it to you.. you all make me feel liek i can fly, like im not the collection of failures i appear to be. dont ever let anyone tell you you arent goodenough, and dontyou dare let anyone tell you you arent beautiful.. you will always be beautiful to me.
please dont go away, not unless you have to, it might just kill me. ive lost too many already, you're my last hope that humanity has some good left in it.
i love you.. in everyway i can, i love you.