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god fucking damnit i am CRIPPLED by period pain.
this is not a joke. trapped in bubble of pressure, nausea, violent stabs and ongoing dull throb with the odd frankenstein-like moment of delerious excitement where all the screws get twisted at once and the needle on my painometer trembles somewhere near 'just let me fucking DIE'.
or at least sleep. i was awake at 5am, shuffling around like the undead, desperately looking for relief but unable to find my slippers (explained: painkillers being in cupboard in kitchen, downstairs floor being marble, without slippers i wouldn't have been able to stand up on that coldness, let alone cross it, find the bloody things and choke them down).
so. a series of fry and laurie in the foetal position later (me curled, not them) and i'm not doing much better, but i've prised myself into a sitting position and opened the ole laptop, so there are two bonuses.
also, FUCKING NEWS FLASH! i put my CV on monster yesterday and someone from a recruitment agency just fucking called me, scaring the everliving shit out of me if i'm honest, and i have a meeting about a customer service job in publishing tomorrow.
errr. jobhunting is so weird.
this is not a joke. trapped in bubble of pressure, nausea, violent stabs and ongoing dull throb with the odd frankenstein-like moment of delerious excitement where all the screws get twisted at once and the needle on my painometer trembles somewhere near 'just let me fucking DIE'.
or at least sleep. i was awake at 5am, shuffling around like the undead, desperately looking for relief but unable to find my slippers (explained: painkillers being in cupboard in kitchen, downstairs floor being marble, without slippers i wouldn't have been able to stand up on that coldness, let alone cross it, find the bloody things and choke them down).
so. a series of fry and laurie in the foetal position later (me curled, not them) and i'm not doing much better, but i've prised myself into a sitting position and opened the ole laptop, so there are two bonuses.
also, FUCKING NEWS FLASH! i put my CV on monster yesterday and someone from a recruitment agency just fucking called me, scaring the everliving shit out of me if i'm honest, and i have a meeting about a customer service job in publishing tomorrow.
errr. jobhunting is so weird.