Nov 04, 2005 20:06
*TrY hArDeR eVeRy DaY*
I'm drunk so I feel like confessing a few things...
I lied when I told you I never gave you my heart, well kinda...I was more than willing to give it to you. I don't think you understand how much I really do care about you. I know things will never happen between us and I try harder and harder every day to move on. It's frustrating, but it's also the best thing for me. I don't know what it is about you. I take that back, yes I do. You're funny, easy to get along with, sweet, very attractive, interesting, intelligent, witty, opinionated, exactly what I'm looking for. I wish I could actually tell you this in person. It's completely out of character for me not to be able to. There have been soooo many times when I've wanted to call you up (sober) and tell you all of this, but I knew and know it would be a waste of breath. I don't know what else to say or do...I guess I'll back off now and wish you the best. I hope you find what you're looking for...If you need someone to talk to I'm here. You know the number.