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Once again I've been fooled into thinking I was actually important. And once again I believed it. For a long time things were just pretty shitty, and then a couple good things came along and everything was good, I was actually happy for once, and then I just end up looking like the worlds biggest idiot ever AGAIN. I just want to crawl out of my skin and be someone else. I dont like anything about me anymore. Im disgusted when I look in the mirror, and when I think about the things I've done, and just who I am in general. I wish I could just wave a magic wand, and make myself happy for a while.