so much for being her baby girl......
we had cap and gown fitting today at school... it was boring b/c first we had to listen to some chick speak about scholarships... but hey it got me out of class so i'm not complaining.... then at lunch i was sitting w/ the usual group.. brandon, casey, scott, kyle, and jimmy the guys were talking and casey and i were talking.. then i looked at brandon and asked him if he would come to my senior luncheon w/ me since i went to his football banquet... and he never answered so i just took it as a no.. oh well, i'm not worried about it.. but he is at work right now and like always i'm sitting at home w/ nothing to do.... i feel like such a loser, i never do anything unless i'm w/ brandon, its really sad... even my mom wants me to leave the house... she said her and jamie have no privacy anymore b/c i'm always home.... well excuse the fuck out of me for spending time at home, they used to bitch about me never being home... so whatever!!!! i'm so sick of them...... and i decided today i'm not going to live w/ rachel... i don't think it would be such a good idea.... she just doesn't seem like a good room mate... so i guess i'm stuck here until i freaking get married!!!!!!!!! that is so depressing!!!! i hate living here... and i'm such a burden on my parents.... if it wasn't for brandon i would just move to jackson and live w/ my dad..... at least i know i won't be in the way there..... i'm wanted there!!!! its so sad to know that my mom doesn't want me anymore... so much for being her baby girl.... that changed fast!!!