I think I love him
I think I love him...The one I have waited for for over 7 years. I remember him as a young boy but now he is all grown up. The best thing, I think he still has those feelings for me too. He has demons but I don't care. I know the real him. He is younger then me but I don't care. He's more mature then half the men I dated. I want him, I got him, but is it for real? I want that commitment, but does he? I know he cares but guys have a weird way of showing it. If he were to ask me to marry him tomorrow, I would say yes. When I am around him, I get butterflies. I feel 14 again. Oh God, how I wish that we will be together forever but I know if I keep getting my hopes up, they will get stampled upon. He is a bad boy...I love that. We both grew up in the streets, I got out, he didn't. He's changed, I can see in his eyes that he's sincere. I want him to get away from all of this. I know he can beat his case. People get off for murder but he's facing 21 years for something that he didn't completely do? I believe him, whether I am naive or completely visible to all of this...I BELIEVE. He is the most beautiful man, inside and out, to me, and I want him to be all mine...I Love You!