Sep 09, 2008 06:20
I want to be that girl you see
Who smiles at you, suddenly.
-I love smiling. I love to smile at the boy who sits in the bus alone, the lady who sits next to me, a shy looking boy who I pass on the streets, the girl that looks like she is having a bad day, the cashier who looks tired, that man who looks lonely (which actually attracts many many perverts and people who have something wrong with them... more troublesome than a good deed), and of course, I love to smile at my friends.
-I'm shy. I'm really terribly shy. I try to cover it up by being loud, funny and extrovert, but I can't deny it. I'm extremely shy. But well, you can't let shyness get in your way!
-I'm no pessimistic person. I really am optimistic. I like to think the best of everything. It's just that sometimes reality checks up on me. And if I just say the worst, it can only get better. So what I say is pessimistic, what I want is realistic, but what I am is optimistic.
-I'm not really naive. I try to be, because it's better to trust a little more than you're supposed to, than to distrust and perhaps ruin something that could have been great. I'd rather have people calling me stupid than living with regret of not having trust somebody.
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