new update/correction
yea eddie and i didn't break up he dumped me after cheating on my and leaving me for another girl... now he is fucking her multiple times per day. I LOVE MY LIFE! grrr if eddie could do it then anyone could so i'm pretty sure the trusting guys thing won't happen for a while.
On another note, my friends are being awesome and bbsitting me all the time so that i don't get sad. its working most of the time but i still can't get him off my mind. i feel so stupid for ever giving my all to someone that has turned into such a prick. i didn't kno i could be so dumb but i guess everyone messes up.
i dare anyone to gimmie something that won't remind me of him. i think if i get ten altogether i would actually be able to spend a few minutes in peace.
i STILL haven't started my hw and i wanna spend the next couple days out at parties so who knows when it will get done. i kno i wanna bring up the grades a bit so i'm not struggling in the end. u kno... for the parents... lol... and now that grade lock is in i for sure wanna skip. i was supposed to go to south carolina in feb for a few days but eddie was my ride so i gotta figure out how i'm gonna do that... um i think that's it... hope u enjoyed my desperateness.... i need distractions! :P peace out
On another note, my friends are being awesome and bbsitting me all the time so that i don't get sad. its working most of the time but i still can't get him off my mind. i feel so stupid for ever giving my all to someone that has turned into such a prick. i didn't kno i could be so dumb but i guess everyone messes up.
i dare anyone to gimmie something that won't remind me of him. i think if i get ten altogether i would actually be able to spend a few minutes in peace.
i STILL haven't started my hw and i wanna spend the next couple days out at parties so who knows when it will get done. i kno i wanna bring up the grades a bit so i'm not struggling in the end. u kno... for the parents... lol... and now that grade lock is in i for sure wanna skip. i was supposed to go to south carolina in feb for a few days but eddie was my ride so i gotta figure out how i'm gonna do that... um i think that's it... hope u enjoyed my desperateness.... i need distractions! :P peace out