thoughts...
It's been a month plus, and my stalker keeps coming back every single day under the thin veil of the proxy that she is using. And it's irritating.
At first I thought it was her histrionic personality disorder, rampant narcissism and paranoid behavior that would keep her coming back, regardless of me having locked my posts.
I've realized that hating her is futile. It's not helping any. Honestly - How low must your self worth be that the opinion of your long-ago ex's girlfriend affects you so damn much that you have literally spent HOURS poring over every word I say? How many posts of your own have you made in your "friends" only journal that you wax poetic about your loathing and disdain for me? Because of my opinion of all things that are true about you? So I've come to the conclusion that instead of hating her, I pity her, much like I do the alcoholic homeless man that sleeps under the freeway. Unable to quit the addiction, and destined to completely self destruct. While normally I'd sit back and watch the train derail, I think that has already happened here. The only difference is, in this case, the train refuses to accept that it has derailed, so it keeps spinning it's wheels in a vain attempt to get what it wants. Such a waste.
In all seriousness - Get therapy. Lots of it. If you cannot deal with the fact that there are people that do not like you, do not wish to deal with your bullshit, and do not want you in their lives at all - maybe it's time to check yourself in for a little three day mental health break.
*brought to you by someone who has recovered from a life-derailment, so I'm not even being snarky right now. Get help.
At first I thought it was her histrionic personality disorder, rampant narcissism and paranoid behavior that would keep her coming back, regardless of me having locked my posts.
I've realized that hating her is futile. It's not helping any. Honestly - How low must your self worth be that the opinion of your long-ago ex's girlfriend affects you so damn much that you have literally spent HOURS poring over every word I say? How many posts of your own have you made in your "friends" only journal that you wax poetic about your loathing and disdain for me? Because of my opinion of all things that are true about you? So I've come to the conclusion that instead of hating her, I pity her, much like I do the alcoholic homeless man that sleeps under the freeway. Unable to quit the addiction, and destined to completely self destruct. While normally I'd sit back and watch the train derail, I think that has already happened here. The only difference is, in this case, the train refuses to accept that it has derailed, so it keeps spinning it's wheels in a vain attempt to get what it wants. Such a waste.
In all seriousness - Get therapy. Lots of it. If you cannot deal with the fact that there are people that do not like you, do not wish to deal with your bullshit, and do not want you in their lives at all - maybe it's time to check yourself in for a little three day mental health break.
*brought to you by someone who has recovered from a life-derailment, so I'm not even being snarky right now. Get help.