Boys - AAAAHHHH!!!
I hate how you can never put a time frame on how long it'll take before you truly get over someone... I know the common rule is that you can start dating again in 1/2 as long as your relationship was - 2 months? Date someone else in a month. 2 weeks? Wait a week. Personally I never really bought into that whole fad, unless of course the guy started going out with someone else before the said rule, then I got pissed :)
Right now I feel so ridiculous that I still care. I hate that when I see him with other girls my heart leaps and I feel sick to my stomach. It may be that I just hate the fact he moved on so much quicker than I did - but then again, that was how our relationship was... He wasn't in it to get attached, and neither was I until oh! whoops! I'm a girl - that's what we do, no matter how much we deny it.
So now here I am, everything in my life is amazing (except for stupid schoolwork and me becoming my mother ;) but, and I really hate myself for still harping on this subject - I truly feel like life would be better if I had a guy in it. That's ridiculous to say I guess, but I dunno. Its what I'm feeling at the moment, and I don't like it one bit.
Put in perspective, this is nothing. Its just one of those things that takes time, but its college! I dont have the time to worry about this crap.... Gosh darn it, relationships - beginning or ending - makes life so DIFFICULT.
Right now I feel so ridiculous that I still care. I hate that when I see him with other girls my heart leaps and I feel sick to my stomach. It may be that I just hate the fact he moved on so much quicker than I did - but then again, that was how our relationship was... He wasn't in it to get attached, and neither was I until oh! whoops! I'm a girl - that's what we do, no matter how much we deny it.
So now here I am, everything in my life is amazing (except for stupid schoolwork and me becoming my mother ;) but, and I really hate myself for still harping on this subject - I truly feel like life would be better if I had a guy in it. That's ridiculous to say I guess, but I dunno. Its what I'm feeling at the moment, and I don't like it one bit.
Put in perspective, this is nothing. Its just one of those things that takes time, but its college! I dont have the time to worry about this crap.... Gosh darn it, relationships - beginning or ending - makes life so DIFFICULT.