Ugh.
Dear College,
So in the past 2 weeks I've gone from having no work and 2 boys to TONS of work and zero boys. What the heck is going on?! Why did you give me so much, then take it all away?! Although I know its for the best, Ferhat and I ended our thing, so now I'm super bummed. The past six weeks with him were amazing, and I experienced things with him that I wouldn't experience with anyone over the course of six MONTHS... Seriously, he is such a special person to me, and I really have NEVER had this much fun or felt this way about a guy before. Thank you for that College. Also thank you for making me grow up and allowing me to let go of a dead end relationship. However, I'm still hoping the old saying about how if you really love/care about something, let it go and it'll come back to you will be true for us.... Honestly, this is hurting so much right now, and I don't know why. It wasn't even 2 months! But still, I'm can't stand it :(
And ok, what's up with THIS?! You had me walk in on my other guy hooking up with my unsuspecting friend! That was a greeeeat little sight to see. Fortunately he and I have since talked and he apologized for being such a jerk/asshole, and said some really nice things, so all is forgiven, but he definitely won't be my invite date.
I NEED ONE! Ugh. Plus I need someone to play the guitar and read music for me, AND write my poli sci paper, and also, could you find someone to make my resume for me too? Because that'd be good as well.
Oh man. I love how everything can change over the course of one weekend.
-Kelly
p.s. Shout out to Audra for being the bravest and strongest girl I know.... You'll make it through this I promise :_(
So in the past 2 weeks I've gone from having no work and 2 boys to TONS of work and zero boys. What the heck is going on?! Why did you give me so much, then take it all away?! Although I know its for the best, Ferhat and I ended our thing, so now I'm super bummed. The past six weeks with him were amazing, and I experienced things with him that I wouldn't experience with anyone over the course of six MONTHS... Seriously, he is such a special person to me, and I really have NEVER had this much fun or felt this way about a guy before. Thank you for that College. Also thank you for making me grow up and allowing me to let go of a dead end relationship. However, I'm still hoping the old saying about how if you really love/care about something, let it go and it'll come back to you will be true for us.... Honestly, this is hurting so much right now, and I don't know why. It wasn't even 2 months! But still, I'm can't stand it :(
And ok, what's up with THIS?! You had me walk in on my other guy hooking up with my unsuspecting friend! That was a greeeeat little sight to see. Fortunately he and I have since talked and he apologized for being such a jerk/asshole, and said some really nice things, so all is forgiven, but he definitely won't be my invite date.
I NEED ONE! Ugh. Plus I need someone to play the guitar and read music for me, AND write my poli sci paper, and also, could you find someone to make my resume for me too? Because that'd be good as well.
Oh man. I love how everything can change over the course of one weekend.
-Kelly
p.s. Shout out to Audra for being the bravest and strongest girl I know.... You'll make it through this I promise :_(