Feelings...

May 16, 2005 21:59

Have your ever had that feeling that you just dont know why but you just feeling like breaking down and just crying. I dont know what it is, or/and it just feels like everything is going past you and you are just staying in one place? .... like everyone is moving and your staring watching and you dont know why but you cant move. For some reason this is just how i have felt lately. Im pretty good about not really letting anyone in and sharing them with this. I think i have a problem, as soon as i start to let someone in, its like i shut a door and change my mind; I dont know why i do this but i do, and its weird. Changing my mind and just backing away.. like thinking that this is going to be different but then second guessing myself and yeah. Not making sense right now, Im sure I'm not but oh well at least this helps me feel a little bit better getting stuff off my chest and all... so i guess thats all for tonight
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