Is this what you want?
Okay, now that ive calmed down i feel sooo much better. I still want to get/be drunk. Im ready to try new drinks... as long as they get me drunk. There is so much drama everywhere that its suffocating. I feel as if i cant breath and there is no where to turn to for fresh air. Not even fresh air... just air. The only time i feel free is when im hanging out with Corey. Its horrible cause then i feel like i need to see him when i have a problem and its not good to be so dependent on a friend.... especially a new one.
I wish i were at school. I want to go to a party and get wasted. I want to be anywhere except here.
I just cant deal with all of this drama. Its hitting me from all angles. I do not deserve this.
I DO NOT DESERVE THIS.
I wish i were at school. I want to go to a party and get wasted. I want to be anywhere except here.
I just cant deal with all of this drama. Its hitting me from all angles. I do not deserve this.
I DO NOT DESERVE THIS.