rant rant catch up rant

Oct 05, 2006 01:02

Busy, busy, busy.

At this rate I am going to turn yellow and black, and then sprout some attenae, wings, and a stinger.

That is implying that I am as busy as a bee in case you are slow on the uptake.

Life is crazy and right now I am just clinging to the Truth, keeping my eyes fixated to my one true Hope. In all the insanity of my life I am just clinging to God. Not necessarily a bad place, because all of what I am going through is causing me to seek God in all of it. But while it's not a bad place, that doesn't make it any easier.

I need to make more time for photography. Right now I am the worst student in my class, and no, that isn't me being hard on myself, it's the truth. The two pictures I have turned in have been awful. But on the bright side, I got my homework done tonight so tomorrow I am going to go shoot before my first class. (I don't start until 3:30.) Pretty much as I have been saying, I need to get all of my homework done over the weekend so I can shoot during the week. And of course, there is the possibility of shooting over the weekend.

Band makes all of my school work difficult, but I love it too much to quit.

I need to buy another lens within the next week. I need a wider f-stop, not that anyone reading this knows what that means, but once I get a lens with a wider f-stop I'll be able to shoot pictures in darker lighting and be able to properly expose them. The wider the f-stop, the more light that is let in to the camera, meaning I can use a faster shutter speed to get the right exposure without blurring the picture. And that is not a proper explanation, but it is not like anyone cares. Mainly I am writing this for my own sanity.

Other news in my life?

Two weeks ago I missed the football game because I was sick. Not cool. I fell over during band practice that Friday night when we were backwards marching and had to roll out of the way so I was not stepped on. Which is really funny looking back at it and I wish it was on tape. But it is not. But yeah, there is that tendency to run myself ragged. I need to take better care of my health. I'm finally getting better.

But yeah.

Life is crazy.

And Brockway hates me.

But whatever.

I know where real meaning is found.
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