Nov 08, 2005 09:54
so wow...when i look back and read all my entrys from approximetely all of last year..ughh. i pretty much felt like shit for a whole lot of time there..and for what? but i still dont regret anything. everything happens for a reason and the reason is that now i found a boy who treats me like gold and who i can finally do the same. i appreciate him more than i have anyone in my life and im so much happier than i ever thought i could be. i had kind of given up on ever having anything serious with anyone again, but here i am.. completely inlove with a boy who although im not so sure i deserve, i know is actually there for me. that means more to me than anything. He means more to me than anything.
but yea..i just wanted to try and explain a little bit of what im feeling right now that its finally not i hate every boy. (:
thank-you beb.
b squared.