I want to sleep, honest.
I don't know why but chatting with someone has never felt so good all of the sudden.
Yesterday, I called him. It was as if he was reluctant to pick up. So fucking annoying. Told him I'm gonna call him the night I'm going back home which is on the 8th. That phone call would either be the last or the one that will fix everything. I am tired of playing the guessing game and I'm sick of excuses. I've heard too many uncreative excuses for the last 3 weeks. My ears can stand no more.
So that was yesterday, and today, this happened...
I chatted with an ex-co-worker from Holiday Villa. Ok, his sexual orientation is not relevant but I like to point out that he's gay lololol. God I don't know why but the chat session feels like it got upgraded to lvl 99 just because he's gay. Ok, enough with the other party being gay.
He's not one of the staff that I could say I was chummy with while I was training but he's definitely one of the nicest. Very sweet and oh-so cute. Cute enough that I'd understand why other men would want to tap that. Oh shi-- I think I just regained my love for BL. Anyway, I just thought I'd say hi and ask how's he doing.
The conversation started out something like this:
Salutations blah blah, spazzing out...
Me: Org subang sihat? (How are the people in Subang? Good?)
Guy: Org yg mane satu? hehehe (Which one? hehehe)
Me: Geli je dgr hahaha (OMG eww hahaha-- good god this sounds like epic PHAIL and weird)
He was referring to him. I didn't want it to be a bitchfest so I squeezed in like, 2 lines of ranting about him to the guy. He told me to be patient.
And I sorta want to follow his advice. Even though I felt like I've been patient long enough. I respect the guy so I feel like I should. Should I though?
Yesterday, I called him. It was as if he was reluctant to pick up. So fucking annoying. Told him I'm gonna call him the night I'm going back home which is on the 8th. That phone call would either be the last or the one that will fix everything. I am tired of playing the guessing game and I'm sick of excuses. I've heard too many uncreative excuses for the last 3 weeks. My ears can stand no more.
So that was yesterday, and today, this happened...
I chatted with an ex-co-worker from Holiday Villa. Ok, his sexual orientation is not relevant but I like to point out that he's gay lololol. God I don't know why but the chat session feels like it got upgraded to lvl 99 just because he's gay. Ok, enough with the other party being gay.
He's not one of the staff that I could say I was chummy with while I was training but he's definitely one of the nicest. Very sweet and oh-so cute. Cute enough that I'd understand why other men would want to tap that. Oh shi-- I think I just regained my love for BL. Anyway, I just thought I'd say hi and ask how's he doing.
The conversation started out something like this:
Salutations blah blah, spazzing out...
Me: Org subang sihat? (How are the people in Subang? Good?)
Guy: Org yg mane satu? hehehe (Which one? hehehe)
Me: Geli je dgr hahaha (OMG eww hahaha-- good god this sounds like epic PHAIL and weird)
He was referring to him. I didn't want it to be a bitchfest so I squeezed in like, 2 lines of ranting about him to the guy. He told me to be patient.
And I sorta want to follow his advice. Even though I felt like I've been patient long enough. I respect the guy so I feel like I should. Should I though?