Nov 03, 2004 13:39
Open Windows Media Player, load your playlist, and hit play. Write down a line from the first 20 songs listed, but don't use the song title. See if people on your friends list can figure out the title and artist.
1) when everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know you're alive
2) will you walk me to the edge again? shaking, lonely. and i am drinking again. woke up tonight and noone's here with me.
3) oh god, i'd die to try to finally please you
4) i don't want you to give it all up and leave your own life collecting dust. and i don't want you to feel sorry for me. you never gave us a chance to be.
5) i was born for dying
6) so i take my time, guiding the blade down the line. each cut closer to the vein.
7) they said they'll give me pain. they said they'll give me love. they said they'll make me bleed. they take me up above, they take me down again. this is my medicine.
8) do you hear what i hear? doors are slamming shut. limit your imagination, keep you where they must.
9) as i walk through the blackened forest, thoughts of hate and anger fill my soul
10) those who've returned, can't describe what they've seen. their hair has turned white, and they've gone insane
11) oh my love, please don't cry. i'll wash my bloody hands and we'll start a new life.
12) break away from all these chains that bind you and cut you at the wrist. or does it make more sense to just go and make the scars yourself.
13) we know who we are and what we wanna say and we don't care who's listening. we don't rebel to sell, it just suits us well.
14) i fight for the ones who can't fight. and if i lose, atleast i tried.
15) hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes, then watch them drift away
16) trust i seek and i find in you
17) and i never realized the million of miles between us. there's a mile for every lie, one for every lie that's decieved us.
18) i've lost myself inside your tainted smile again
19) how many times have you looked at yourself and felt mistreated? how does it feel to know that this life of yours is real. all of your life you've been led to believe you're nothing.
20) all my life i've heard that same old story: dare to dream and you'll just be sorry
wooo. i got bored. gotta love goin through random people's xanga's. hah.
anyfuck. i guess i can give a tiny update? sure.
my aunt had an annurism. it's like a blister or something in her brain. she had to get surgery. and she could still possibly die from it. the next 3 weeks are critical. *crosses fingers*
mmmm. i did NOTHING on halloween. i want milky ways. so everyone save their's and give them to me monday. i'll love you. someone was supposed to bring me some last monday and forgot. *cough*JOEY*cough* =)
uh. saturday was homecoming. i didn't go. but i went to mike's "after party" thing. it was just me, dan, mike, jon, and pete. lol. some party. i stole another hat from dan. we even were like, havin a tug of war over it. and i'm definitely stronger than he is. woo. lmao.
anyways. i got picked up by my uncle and he says we gotta go get mike *sis's boy/f* because some party got busted by cops and he was hidin in someone's garage. lmao. so we got mike and he told us what happened. he had scratches and shit. it was great. haha
she hasn't seen sun but i promise you now, when she wakes there will be none. i don't know how she gets by.. sleeps with a phone on her chest and a bottle that's totally dry.
i love sevendust.
so yea, i guess that's about it.
wait, no. i got in a fight with my dad on... friday. i wanted to go to the football game and he wouldn't let me. i was quite angry. so we got in a huge fight and i told him he was gonna be the cause of my suicide. and he started talkin shit on my mom and i lost it. i told him i was gonna kill him. good stuff. anyways, after a couple hours we had a "talk" where pretty much my dad and stepmom talked a whole bunch of shit on me while i'm standing right there and i can't do a damn thing about it. they said i have an attitude problem. and my dad totally denied EVERYTHING he used to do to me. if you were around in like, 5th and 6th grade, you know what i'm talkin about. but yea, he denied all that and i lost it again. good stuff. but now they talk to me like nothing ever happened. fuck dat shit, yo.
oh. and i grounded dan. i'm not talkin to him for a week. lmao.
yea. i think that's all now.
layter crackas<3