everyone, we all try to go through life trying not to be hurt... Shield our selves from people and situations to make it so we will always be protected... In ding so we are hurtng our selves worse.... making the wounds deeper then they would have been before..... So many moments we would wish to take back but when given that chance do we every really listen or act on those moments where u can mend your past?! All week people havae offered me advise.... ways out.... excuses on everything and only few people i have asked for them...... I didnt tell them to take my lfe and fix t but have asked them how i can do this my self.....
Now losing that train of thought because music pounds thro my mind...... sitting on my floor alone looking at the blueish glw of my comuter screen in this blackness of my mind.......
on a better note... I have a boy friend named Ben... lol ok no point u all know him any way......
pix from halloween:
Ben
Eli
^^