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i feel like the only time i post on this is to complain.
well, sorry - but here i go again.
WHY? thats really the one question i would ask if i could. why everything?.
school so far is fucking shitty beyond reason. i barely get to see my friends, and my schedule is so fucked up it's unreal.
i'm so sick of being alone. like, honestly, can someone even show a remote interest in me? like ... i'm sorry i' not perfect, i'm not a size 2, i don't have perfect skin... among many other imperfections - but i really am a good person and i know that. i will ALWAYS go out of my way to make someone smile, i listen to every detail everyone tells me, i'm selfless, i can be funny, i just ... i don't know. i'm fine with the person i am on the inside, it's the outside i've been having issues with. honestly - i think my face is okay... my skin=horrible, my body=horrible.
i got my hair cut. i still don't know if i like it - i really don't think i do at all. i think it makes me look fatter, and like a man. but whatever. i have to deal with it so ... yeah i have no choice.
hopefully school will get better.
<3 ; katie
oh yeah ; yesterday was my birthday. woo fucking hoo.
well, sorry - but here i go again.
WHY? thats really the one question i would ask if i could. why everything?.
school so far is fucking shitty beyond reason. i barely get to see my friends, and my schedule is so fucked up it's unreal.
i'm so sick of being alone. like, honestly, can someone even show a remote interest in me? like ... i'm sorry i' not perfect, i'm not a size 2, i don't have perfect skin... among many other imperfections - but i really am a good person and i know that. i will ALWAYS go out of my way to make someone smile, i listen to every detail everyone tells me, i'm selfless, i can be funny, i just ... i don't know. i'm fine with the person i am on the inside, it's the outside i've been having issues with. honestly - i think my face is okay... my skin=horrible, my body=horrible.
i got my hair cut. i still don't know if i like it - i really don't think i do at all. i think it makes me look fatter, and like a man. but whatever. i have to deal with it so ... yeah i have no choice.
hopefully school will get better.
<3 ; katie
oh yeah ; yesterday was my birthday. woo fucking hoo.