So, my entire family got food poisoning and therefore I didn't go to school today.
Yesterday I was writhing around in my bed in pain, and last night I became a little delirious, and I will prove my delirium with the following image that came from my brain:
I don't even know. I woke up multiple times last night, sometimes crying, overall I just felt like shit and I was having some really strange dreams about murder trials a la Scott Peterson since they sentenced him to death.
Yay for death penalty. What a horrible man.
Anyway...if you go see
Drew's band's site, whose drawing is up on the front page? Yeah. Mine. Yeaaaahh, babyyy.
In addition to my craziness last night, I did some deep thinking, along the lines of everyone growing up so fast. And the fact that I keep living in the future. I keep going on and on about how wonderful it'll be when I get into college, how I'm working now just for that. But god, I'm only going to be 16 once, and I keep wasting my years away. I'm tired of that. I need to start enjoying things and having momentary pleasures and things that don't only pay off in the distant future.
Also, look at me. I leave home in less than two years, what the hell? I'm too young, too little, whatever. Life is freaking me out. The future freaks me out. Yeah Motion City Soundtrack.