idel thoughts... this is bad when i actually think...
imagine closing ur eyes 4 a moment... u open them again and u are not where u were... u are somewhere completely foreign... u have no idea where u e or how u got there... u just stand in a silent unknown land with nothing but ur thoughts 2 help u work out what has happened...is this what death would be like? y would it necessarily be a beautiful golden light with angels singing out ur name? the afterlife could be a life revolved around fear and the whole "heaven" thing was life itself... y is it that the afterlife is supposedly when things get perfect? everyone loves the happy ending, so why not tell everyone that there's a golden light at the end of their tunnels? wouldn't it make more sense to believe life is the ultimate moment of your existence? wouldn't u live life that much fuller? but would u chose the life where u live it 2 the max expecting it 2 be all that there is, or would u take the option of following the trust in religion that tells u there's a golden light awaiting ur arrival?either way has it's hard choice, living life 2 the fullest, if there is a light at the end of the tunnel u want be seeing it coz u were too busy partying and 'sinning'... but then life by religion u could open your eyes 2 the barren nothiness and think "fuck thats it?" i wasted my life...