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Do you know what its like... to be betrayed by everyone... Instead of counting on one hand, the number of people against you.. your counting on one hand, the number of people who are still on your side... you feel like even you're starting to turn your back on yourself... Then to look to the only person who knows your innermost thoughts... and suddenly you don't even recognize them.. Dont recognize yourself.. And all you can think is this time things can't be fixed... When everything slips away till all that's left is a face in the mirror that you swear isn't you... Do your hands shake when you're all alone? And secretly, deep down, you know the one thing that you want, that would make some of all of this okay. But no one thinks twice about giving you just that? Do you ever want to melt away and fade into the walls.. Make yourself numb... and see if anyone would care at all...