I'm Alive.
So you know when I write in this bitch after a hiatus it means that either a) I'm extremely bored, or 2) something new has popped off in my life.
Today it's both.
The last time I wrote in this I believe it was RTB. Since then I went to Puerto Rico for my 27th birthday and got heartbroken again by the same man who's broken my heart for the pass 5 years. UGH.
Let's see, some quick updates.
1) One of my good guy friends who I totally considered like a brother to me is in love with me and that FUCKING SUCKS BALLS.
2) I got the flu a few weeks ago. I guess it did a numbe ron my immune system 'cuz when I got over it I started to feel the pain of months maybe years of my wisdom tooth on my lower right coming in. Turned out to be impacted nad infected. MOST EXCRUCIATING PAIN I'VE EVER FELT IN MY LIFE. Couldn't open my mouth wide, and when I would open it a little to eat that hurt like shit. So I have an appt to have all 4 removes on the 26th. Happy day after Christmas to me!
3) I'm seeing someone ... kinda ... sorta. More yes than kinda but I don't wanna jinx it. The only problem? HE'S SO YOUNG. It totally doesn't feel like it. But just the mere fact he is, makes me hesitant. He makes me smile and laugh and I miss him when he's gone. AND HE FEEDS ME ALL THE TIME. So I suppose that's all that should matter right? LOL. We'll see what happens I guess.
4) I might be in a magazine soon :) But again, don't wanna jinx it.
Anyway, Christmas is coming as well as New Years. Bah-fucking-humbug. I hate the hoildays. After THanksgiving it's all downhill from there haha. Hope everyone else's holidays are good though!
Today it's both.
The last time I wrote in this I believe it was RTB. Since then I went to Puerto Rico for my 27th birthday and got heartbroken again by the same man who's broken my heart for the pass 5 years. UGH.
Let's see, some quick updates.
1) One of my good guy friends who I totally considered like a brother to me is in love with me and that FUCKING SUCKS BALLS.
2) I got the flu a few weeks ago. I guess it did a numbe ron my immune system 'cuz when I got over it I started to feel the pain of months maybe years of my wisdom tooth on my lower right coming in. Turned out to be impacted nad infected. MOST EXCRUCIATING PAIN I'VE EVER FELT IN MY LIFE. Couldn't open my mouth wide, and when I would open it a little to eat that hurt like shit. So I have an appt to have all 4 removes on the 26th. Happy day after Christmas to me!
3) I'm seeing someone ... kinda ... sorta. More yes than kinda but I don't wanna jinx it. The only problem? HE'S SO YOUNG. It totally doesn't feel like it. But just the mere fact he is, makes me hesitant. He makes me smile and laugh and I miss him when he's gone. AND HE FEEDS ME ALL THE TIME. So I suppose that's all that should matter right? LOL. We'll see what happens I guess.
4) I might be in a magazine soon :) But again, don't wanna jinx it.
Anyway, Christmas is coming as well as New Years. Bah-fucking-humbug. I hate the hoildays. After THanksgiving it's all downhill from there haha. Hope everyone else's holidays are good though!