update!
havent written in here in well over 5 months lol well in last 5 months i have managed to still have the same job lol, meet a guy and break up after 5 months wasted, and not cut my hair , because when my life gets boring i tend to cut my hair or do something drastic lol besides that... nothin new except CHRIS IS BACK from bootcamp which excites me so much because being apart from him for more than 2 days is terrible lol hes my best friend :) so i am officially takin a break from guys for like a while now, becasuse i want someone who will treat me good and the guys ive been seeing since ive moved up here are nothing special. either they are cheap, immature, young or just have no goals in life and thats not what i want. i want a guy who tells me i look pretty when i look like shit lol cares about me and not my appearance all the time lol and can take care of me and not have ME pay all the fuckin time. like PATHETIC.to be honest, who knows if ill ever find someone who fits that criteria but hey im young right? there are plenty off fish in the sea? psh. oh well, ill just let things fall into place :) off that subject...
after all that SHIT that happened over xmas and losing friends that i thought
"would be there forever", my ex best friend that was my friend since freakin 2nd grade, who may i add was the FIRST person to turn there back on me, desides to come back and email me saying shes sorry and she fucked up and blah blah .. but im not allowing myself to fall into that trap cuz shes stranded in new york with no money, no car and no more boyfriend. not my problem and i know your all thinking its really cold for me to say that but im sick of the drama and HIGH SCHOOL bullshit that surrounds winthrop and so many people in it. i have a new life up here and im loving it. i have new friends, im going to be auntie in october and im starting school. whole new start for me. heather lochiatto - new life - *
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after all that SHIT that happened over xmas and losing friends that i thought
"would be there forever", my ex best friend that was my friend since freakin 2nd grade, who may i add was the FIRST person to turn there back on me, desides to come back and email me saying shes sorry and she fucked up and blah blah .. but im not allowing myself to fall into that trap cuz shes stranded in new york with no money, no car and no more boyfriend. not my problem and i know your all thinking its really cold for me to say that but im sick of the drama and HIGH SCHOOL bullshit that surrounds winthrop and so many people in it. i have a new life up here and im loving it. i have new friends, im going to be auntie in october and im starting school. whole new start for me. heather lochiatto - new life - *
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