kyle
it feels so incredibly good to finally have a guy thats passed his evaluation...im so happy that i found a guy who i think looks good and has a good personality to match he makes me smile all the time and he says the smoothest things that just make me go crazy i dont know what it is but i know its not love but its like a really atrong feeling that im pretty sure is just under that one i think about him all the time its like once i think about him i could sit for hours and just continue to think about him and suprisingly a majority of my thoughts are good and all the bad ones like the doubts that i have he takes them all away i can talk to him about any and everything and i know he cares about me i really missed the feeling of waking up and feeling appreciated like you matter to atleast one somebody and im telling its back and it feels so good he just makes me good days better and my worse days not so bad he likes my friends and he writes me letters and he calls me on his own and he does all this stuff theres so many other girls that sweat him like crazy and out of all those girls he wants me that makes me feel so special i feel like in a way im better then them through his eyes atleast but hes really all i feel i need approval from im so happy i feel like every girl in the whole wide world could never be as lucky as me because i found a guy that likes me so much and shares so much in common with me and looks good too thats like every angle he has no flaws and everytime i find one its because im looking so hard and im focusing on stuff that doesnt even exsist i really like this guy and even though im not gonna tell him i care so much he is my everything now i still have time for all my friends and will chill when i have free time but kyles made it to the top of my priority list and i must say i like him there alot tommrow im supposed to help him write thank you cards for his graduation presents so we'll see how that goes and ill try not to take so long to write in this journal again right now i feel as if im on top of the world and i hope i stay here because its the best feeling in the entire world!