i've got sunshine in a bag
today was a good day except for at work but who cares im leaving that job soon today my mom left to go to florida which should be a good thing because they say warm weather helps with fibromyalgia so i guess ill see maybe shell feel alot better while shes there i got high hopes for her while she's in florida me and my dad hopefully will get along while shes gone because it'll be hell if we dont today i spent a little bit of time with alex today my two year old best friend she cried when i left which is strange because the only other persons she cries when leaves is her mother so i feel really special something about that chick just makes me wanna love her to pieces shes so great im glad her mommy got her and saved her life azns are so cruel (except talia) im still on the whole hunt for a guy who isnt an asshole thing now but its not as depressing i guess i finally excepted the its not me its them excuse and bam here i am excepting being single i talked to vickie the other day for a little bit i dont know what she decided from out conversation but i think it went well she hasnt called me or anything but she seemed nice on the computer and like she and i had reached an understanding im glad im getting homeschooled now because theres alot of bullshit that goes on at the wood and if im not there then thats less drama for me to deal to with yah know im counting down the days till i get my licence im legible to get it on may 16 and im so excited its coming next month and i can't wait i still have a few more things to get down but i can and will do what i gotta do to get it on time im going to call a driving school tommrow and im searching for a car too everythings starting to come together i decided i wanted to be a life guard this summer but keysha doenst think itd be a good idea because id probally pretend like i was asleep if someone actually started drowning soo0o0o0 lol i guess i gotta hunt for a job that im going to take seriosly maybe ill see about working at the cannons stadium this summer cause the seasons about to start and alot of hot guys work there so maybe ill find some holla material that would be awesome i can only imagine though tommrow im going to listen to hot 99.5 from 7 till the pimp my life thing comes on because i need my life pimped its this contest going on where they are giving 100,000 dollars and im telling you i could do some damage with that id have a car and some new clothes you know ha ha well im just rambling on like i always am