i hate everything
im really depressed. i hate everything. my family doesnt even listen to me. i mean like my brother nd i get into a fight nd he breaks the door.... but of course i get blamed for it nd everyone thinks im this bad person, but they wont even listen to what i want to say and tell the truth. i need to find some real friends that i can trust... right now, i only have like two... well... not friends... but people i can trust who im really really really close with. and to top it all off, i think im getting sick, and soccer is sooo draining... ugh! im really dying... i feel really cold and empty. i cant believe i told some ppl things i shouldnt of... i dont like school... im all broken up inside. i wish i could just leave... i feel that everyone hates me... except like the 2 ppl who i can trust nd like on other random person... i really really really REALLYdont feel good. it also really pisses my off that someone that i thought was like one of my best friends always blows me off to hang with other ppl nd like i mean wtf? arent we like supposed to be best friends? but when wer around other ppl you totally ditch me... for ppl you say that you dont even like... i mean come on... well i think, nd hope, you know who you are... nd if you dont... well... get a clue... cause im not really sure that i wanna be friends with you anymore if you keep blowing me off... i cant believe i ever considered you a best friend... y dont you go hang out with all those other ppl that you say to us that you dont trust... maybe then we can all be happy... im depressed... i need to get over my crappy friend.
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i hate ppl who are over dramatic
you never stop until my final breath is gone
i love ppl who love me... and right now thats not that many ppl
im so glad your mine, we'll be together for all time - just me and you
at least i still have someone
you and me, and all other people
but your the only one that matters
think of me, think of me always
i will love you forever
say you'll spend with me one love, on lifetime.... promise me that all you say is true
all loves come to and end, but ours will never die
love me, thats all i ask of you
you make so happy, but backstabbers make me so sad
to love another person, is to see the face of god
^ i ^ will ^ remeber ^ that ^ forever ^ and ^ for ^ always*
♥nicole
and the record wont stop skipping
i hate ppl who are over dramatic
you never stop until my final breath is gone
i love ppl who love me... and right now thats not that many ppl
im so glad your mine, we'll be together for all time - just me and you
at least i still have someone
you and me, and all other people
but your the only one that matters
think of me, think of me always
i will love you forever
say you'll spend with me one love, on lifetime.... promise me that all you say is true
all loves come to and end, but ours will never die
love me, thats all i ask of you
you make so happy, but backstabbers make me so sad
to love another person, is to see the face of god
^ i ^ will ^ remeber ^ that ^ forever ^ and ^ for ^ always*
♥nicole