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Hey!
omg, I need dance lessons!! lol, i went to Danielle's Bahts Mitzfah...i think thats how you spell it....
and i can not dance at all!!!!!! I fucking suck!
so, I need help!! Does anyone no how to dance?????lol
but today, im going to Mel Rose!! yay, I'm going with my mom's friend Monica, but shes actually really cool.but me and Cassie definetly have to go together sometime! but shes in Europe...lucky!!
lol, oh and I found something out that is really saddening...
1. Max has a girlfriend:(
so i dont have a chance with him now, lauren said he couldnt wait for me anymore...but hes the one who said that he was to busy to have a girlfriend at the time! so wtf?
2. and Matt said he loved me....it was so awkward....so i just said okay bye..
i felt so bad, because i dont even know him that well and I dont love him! but i dont want him to feel said..so i am in such a predicament...lol, i love that word!! hehe
3. I have to go on the date with Matt, so I can go on a date with other people, according to laurennn, she says that i should go on a date with him, and like have a double date with her, so it would be me matt laurennn and her date..and she said she would just watch me and see how i do on dates, and see what guy would be right for me...lol, it sounds confusing..but its not really.
4. I dont want to go on a date with him!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh, but i really want a guy, and the only way laurennn is going to hook me up with one, is if I go on the date with matt! ugh, why me....
lol, and i have never actually had a kiss before...lol, im so ashamed...haha, and matt is expecting me to like go to third base with him on our 1st date!!! its kind of freaking me out....
i want my first kiss/date to be special..
DAMN IT!!!!
What should I do>????
omg, I need dance lessons!! lol, i went to Danielle's Bahts Mitzfah...i think thats how you spell it....
and i can not dance at all!!!!!! I fucking suck!
so, I need help!! Does anyone no how to dance?????lol
but today, im going to Mel Rose!! yay, I'm going with my mom's friend Monica, but shes actually really cool.but me and Cassie definetly have to go together sometime! but shes in Europe...lucky!!
lol, oh and I found something out that is really saddening...
1. Max has a girlfriend:(
so i dont have a chance with him now, lauren said he couldnt wait for me anymore...but hes the one who said that he was to busy to have a girlfriend at the time! so wtf?
2. and Matt said he loved me....it was so awkward....so i just said okay bye..
i felt so bad, because i dont even know him that well and I dont love him! but i dont want him to feel said..so i am in such a predicament...lol, i love that word!! hehe
3. I have to go on the date with Matt, so I can go on a date with other people, according to laurennn, she says that i should go on a date with him, and like have a double date with her, so it would be me matt laurennn and her date..and she said she would just watch me and see how i do on dates, and see what guy would be right for me...lol, it sounds confusing..but its not really.
4. I dont want to go on a date with him!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh, but i really want a guy, and the only way laurennn is going to hook me up with one, is if I go on the date with matt! ugh, why me....
lol, and i have never actually had a kiss before...lol, im so ashamed...haha, and matt is expecting me to like go to third base with him on our 1st date!!! its kind of freaking me out....
i want my first kiss/date to be special..
DAMN IT!!!!
What should I do>????