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I don't even know where to begin there's so much I want to tell you about but I've been gone for so long I don't even know where to start. I'm very heart broken today because due to current events I'm pretty sure my birthday (tomorrow) is completely going to be ruined..
21; 9 months pregnant
22; no one even came to see
23; ruined by the one who is supposed to love me
I'm so upset atm. The people at my new job make me feel like having a nervous brakedown. Its like the one head bartender has it out for me. She never has anything positive to say anout me and it seriously brings me down.
Everyone else has been saying positive things, all the other management etc.
Sunday was insane and I know I flipped a little but I am trying so fricking hard and I know it and I feel like no matter what place of business I go to or how hard I try someone is always there to make me feel shittier than I already do about myself. There's always that one management person who seems to have it out for me I swear.
They were like incinuating letting me go for having to call in tonight but it was very unusual circumstances. My electric is off might not be on till sat now telling. Russell is god knows where doing who knows what and I'm totally paranoid about that too. And I really don't want my birthday to be ruined over that. This is me
21; 9 months pregnant
22; no one even came to see
23; ruined by the one who is supposed to love me
I'm so upset atm. The people at my new job make me feel like having a nervous brakedown. Its like the one head bartender has it out for me. She never has anything positive to say anout me and it seriously brings me down.
Everyone else has been saying positive things, all the other management etc.
Sunday was insane and I know I flipped a little but I am trying so fricking hard and I know it and I feel like no matter what place of business I go to or how hard I try someone is always there to make me feel shittier than I already do about myself. There's always that one management person who seems to have it out for me I swear.
They were like incinuating letting me go for having to call in tonight but it was very unusual circumstances. My electric is off might not be on till sat now telling. Russell is god knows where doing who knows what and I'm totally paranoid about that too. And I really don't want my birthday to be ruined over that. This is me