Jan 24, 2006 00:19
ive never realised how weak I really am.
whatever it was is now over.
whatever it could have been will never happen.
&whatever i thought it was, must have been a lie.
im not being a pessimist, simply just a realist.
it never does work out for me and it never will.
i just suck at life, and honestly, ive
accepted those standards. But stupid me
keeps listening to other people who are
telling me to stop settling for less.
Settling for less usually insures success.
whatever; im tired.
work has taken over my life
or lack there of.
my birthday is in exactly 22 days
my excitement is unimaginable.
ill be legal ! ! ! !
&heart; i hope it doesnt suck this year.