Jul 14, 2006 22:21
get out of my life already. i'm so tired of trying to deal with all that you put me through when i should be so totally over it. but instead i have to deal with it every second of every day. i can't do it anymore. it's interfering with way too much of my life. you aren't worth this. you've never been worth anything.
please go away. don't tell me it'll be okay. okay? i dont know the meaning to that word. i'm sorry. another disappointment to the world because i can't be what they want. i wish i could get over this all and be what is expected of me. not only from you, but so many others.
no way will that happen. its just not for me. nuh uh, not at all, sorry sir.
it will become a reoccuring thing as long as all these memories stir inside of my body. that may just be a really long time. wish i could change that. but i can't. don't try and deal with me. or tell me it's okay. nope.
and i can't stand when you dont want to be helped. 'don't worry about it, i'll be fiiiine'. sorry, you're not allowed to say that. im the only one that is allowed that. don't tell me that you can do it on your own, i can tell you like i've told people before you.. i'm going to worry. i'm going to try and help. i know it's not fine.
you're like wtf.
well, its not about who you probably think.