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i just want to yell and shout and let you know everything. but i know i cant. i cant yell or upset you or anyone else for that matter. well, not anymore than i already have. i'm not going to be selfish anymore. no thanks.
i've had too much time to think. too much time to worry about everything around me. i just want it all to go away. so many nights i just wish everything would go away. you'll think you know what i'm talking about, but you have no idea at all. Sorry, i'm not going to tell you either.
Worse than the fear it's the lie you told a thousand times before
Worse than a fear it's the knife
But it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried..
i'm sorry. you wont understand why this time. you wont understand the true relevance of this all. but it's okay. you really don't need to. we're both pretty fucked up. thats all you need to know.
i'll fix myself. it'll happen someday. you can't help. its something i have to do on my own. i'm trying to take a lesson from your book. we'll see how well it works.
i can't handle letting anymore out through this.
i've had too much time to think. too much time to worry about everything around me. i just want it all to go away. so many nights i just wish everything would go away. you'll think you know what i'm talking about, but you have no idea at all. Sorry, i'm not going to tell you either.
Worse than the fear it's the lie you told a thousand times before
Worse than a fear it's the knife
But it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried..
i'm sorry. you wont understand why this time. you wont understand the true relevance of this all. but it's okay. you really don't need to. we're both pretty fucked up. thats all you need to know.
i'll fix myself. it'll happen someday. you can't help. its something i have to do on my own. i'm trying to take a lesson from your book. we'll see how well it works.
i can't handle letting anymore out through this.