Apr 16, 2006 17:49
nevermind about my last entry. =]
sometimes it takes a difficult situation to make you realize how important some things are. i'm so lucky for what i've found. i'm nervous and excited at the same time, but sometimes you have to forget all that you're risking and go for it, because you'll never know unless you try. life's too short to sit and wonder "what if?". so even if the world isn't in your favor and everything seems like it'll never work, you just gotta go for it..& that's what this whole experience has taught me. even if in the end of it all i sit back heart broken, i'll still know i gave it my all, and i didnt disregard a good experience just because it seemed difficult. i'm tired of living my life watching other people's good experiences and disregarding all of the great opportunities that come my way. i've found a best friend, and it makes me the happiest girl in the world. i've also come to realize that the strongest of relationships can't just be broken and forgotten. the strongest of relationships are remembered and worked for. things get hard, that's just the way it is. but the way i see it, it's not worth it unless you work for it.
so i guess we will just wait and see =]
<3
bye bye spring break.